Tuesday, July 19, 2011

What a weekend

Back home and what a trip. Between the family drama, fall-like weather and a house full of aunties (all tipsy most of the time) I can't say the trip was very relaxing but it was interesting. Unfortunately we were not able to eat clean. We tried, but...I could give a long list of excuses but why bore everyone.

Anyhow, I did learn some important things:

1. Tarantula Tequila rocks but don't drink Mom's version (which is basically straight tequila and ice run through the blender to make a slurpee) unless you ate a huge meal of carbs or have had lots of practice drinking with aunties. Unfortunately, I decided to fast to avoid the super-carb meal and haven't been drinking much (the occasional glass of wine or beer here and there) for the past few months...I got pretty blitzed. Not falling down puking, thank god, but close to it. Like I laughingly told them the next day (with my head spinning) that I just can't drink with the big girls and have to go back to the sand box. I think I embarrassed my mom a little bit but oh well.

2. After eating perfectly seasoned rich foods all those high-carbs foods I've missed really have no taste. For example, I had some sourdough: it smelled awesome, the texture against my fingers, and in my mouth rocked, but it had zero flavor. I could have chewed packing peanuts and gotten more taste. I also had a bite or two of pasta and was disappointed again. I used to love bread and pasta and now I was missing my pan-fried steaks.

3. Fast foods places are horrible. Between attempting to stay clean and kiddo's soy allergy there wasn't much we could eat, or wanted to eat. Next road trip I'm packing better (and thank you MDA for having a "What to Eat when Traveling post" I read it too late use the tips but now I'm better prepared for the next trip.)

4. I love my family but no one is interested in hearing about eating healthy (though my sister desperately needs to do something), and it was a downright battle to get them to read ingredients and not feed kiddo soy. I'd say I should have done more cooking but when your bullied out of the kitchen by people older, shorter, and downright meaner than you...well, it was just harder than expected. Thankfully kiddo didn't get anything bad and didn't break out in hives. Still not sure how we succeeded but we did.

What a weekend. I'm glad to find my taste-buds have changed. While the weekend has messed up the Whole30 plan we are getting back on track. If anything, the weekend has shown us that we love this way of eating and it has truly become a lifestyle for us and not just a diet.

Friday, July 15, 2011

Day 11 Road Trip!

Time to pack up and head for the open road! I am so excited to see the family. I still need to stop at the store and pick up some grapes and check out the jerky selection as snacks. I also have some steaks to cook up and slice thin-I figure those on lettuce leaves would be fairly mess-free "sandwhiches", maybe add some sliced peppers and olives and...we'll see whats lurking in the fridge.

Haven't slept well the last couple nights and I feel like I'm running on empty. It's probably because hubby has been gone-I always get overly sensitive to night noises without him here, even though I have the killer guard dog snoring on the bed. A German Shepherd who'd probably run away if a burglar yelled at him...oy vey...

Hubby staggered home at 5am (thank you airports for canceling flights!)and crashed. I still need to pack and get the car cleaned out and the food figured out. I'm a little worried if we are going to be able to 'eat clean' on the trip, as the family tend to cook like demons and none of its healthy (but ooooooo it tastes SO good!). My aunt is already talking about a new margarita recipe she's found that's to die for. *sigh* This is gonna be really tough.

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Day 10

Nothing exciting to report. Starting to get into a routine so...no new recipes, no outstanding breakthroughs. Hubby is off on biz trip and it's just us girls here.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Day 9 Mayo Revisited

I made mayo! And it tasted good!! *dances with joy* And I made Thousand Island dressing that tastes just like the name brand WHOOP-WHOOP! I rock!!!

Ok, so the mayo is a little bland, even hubby said it didn't really have a taste, more of just a smooth texture with a touch of tang. But that's OK, I have a cupboard full of herbs and spices and now that I have a base I can make a ton of cold sauces. Yippie! Also, the Thousand Island dressing is...well...runny..kinda like water...but it tastes great. Not sure how to thicken it up, maybe add an egg yolk? Hmmmm. As is it is definitely edible but I know if I'm going to convince other people to eat it (aka my mom) it needs to look exactly like the bottled stuff. Maybe even come in the same bottle, lol!

After the mayo excitement there wasn't much else going on. Picked up the car from the shop and helped hubby get ready for another biz trip. He's worried about eating on the trip since he can't exactly cook and won't have much time for meals. He's going to try though-the first obstacle: airport food. I feel for the guy, he's been doing so good.

So, just me and kiddo for the next couple days, then road trip! Can't wait, its going to be exciting. I'm going to cook up some chicken and steak that I can cut into strips for finger foods for the drive, plus get some more fruit like grapes. That should do us for the road, I am a little worried about being around the family. Telling my older relatives that I won't/can't eat their specially made crumb cake? ooooooooo I can sense the hurt feelings and lack of understanding all ready.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Day 8...Recapping Goals and Starting New Ones

Back in May I set myself some fitness goals and I should go back over and see if I met them (a little late).The goals were:

5 push-ups
5 pull-ups
Lose 10 lbs
Compete in a 10k

Where I'm at:

Push-ups: 1 good one, then crud. Can do 10 girlie push-ups but the goal was military style.

Pull-ups: 0.

Lose 10 lbs: I'm close but not completely there. My clothes are starting to fit better so I'm happy, even if this goal wasn't met.

Compete in 10k: Still haven't signed up. I haven't been walk/jogging as much and I don't think I would make it to the end of a 10k. They do have a 4 mile walk, I might sign up for that instead and keep working toward a 10k.

Why didn't I meet my goals? Simple, I haven't been consistent. I could beat myself up at this point for not making it but honestly, I'm so proud that I've made it to Day 8 on Whole30 that I don't really care that I can't still do one pull-up. It will come.

On a side note, I have kept up the goal of working on one math lesson a day through the summer. I'm trying to test into a higher college math class to save money and time but I'm a complete dunce. It's torture to sit at the table and force my brain to subtract, square and find the meaning for Y but I've been doing it. Talk about meeting a goal! Of course, I won't know if it actually has been reached till I take the test but just the fact that I no longer have to force myself to get out the math book is a win.

New goals:

By September 12th I will:

Be able to jog a mile without stopping.
Keep working on the 5 pull-ups, 5 push-ups goal
Finish writing Chapter 3 in the sci-fi book

Off to cook some steaks and wrestle with numbers!

Monday, July 11, 2011

Day 7 Smell the Cinnabon

Woke up in a horrid mood, was grumpy all morning. Hubby was racing around like a chicken with his head cut off and being utterly unhelpful. Finally got everyone fed, showered, and in the car. Ahhhhhh-the new AC works awesome. Dropped kiddo off at Grandma's and then on to a child-free day!

First stop was picking up a copper bowl set a lady was selling on Craigslist. Yay craigslist!! Yay copper bowls!! They need a little cleaning but they are in perfect condition. I can't wait to use them.

Next was the mall. We walked and did a little shopping. Got my "move slowly" exercise out of the way going from store to store. First looked for summer clothes *sigh* still need to drop a few sizes to comfortably fit into anything I liked. Picked up some way cute things for a friend's baby shower though. Then swung into the lotion-potion shop (aka Bed, Bath, and Beyond) looking for some after-pregnancy pretties for her. Didn't really see anything that said "buy me!". Next wandered around, stopped at a hair salon and got some AWESOME tea tree shampoo (and it was on sale, score!) before going to see Cars 2. Which rocked, may even be better than the second.

Hubby was starving when we got out of the theater so we gave Chili's a try. Super yummy grilled steak and steamed veggies. I was very proud of myself. While I sniffed my way all through the food court (ooooo the sweet cinnamon smell of rolls, teriyaki chicken, smoky BBQ) I didn't feel a need to actually eat anything I smelled. The sniffing those delicious odors was good enough. Our food was extremely late (probably because we special ordered with no dairy or sugar plus the waitress tripped and dropped the plates) and the waitress brought us free chips and dip. Normally I would have munched away but this time I was completely uninterested. Kinda think the waitress felt bad but I wasn't going to nibble a chip just to make her feel better, to be honest hubby and I were bantering about movies and actors and hardly noticed the time flying by. I didn't care that the foods was late, it was nice just being with hubby.

Chili's was good but I did get a headache after-felt like I'd had too much sugar but I'd checked their menu/allergy list before we went and there shouldn't have been any sugar in our dishes. Plus, we specially asked. Oh well, maybe I was just tired from all the walking and lack of sleep.

The only bad part of the day was getting out of Chili's after 7pm and everything shut down. Still had getting a car seat and stopping by the plant nursery on the list. I didn't get to get any flowers for the front planters *sniff*. Did stop by Walmart and got more eggs and some extra light flavor olive oil. Gonna give mayo another try. And the AC went haywire again, only this time it was stuck blowing hot air on the passenger side. *sigh* Back to the shop you go! Fingers crossed its fixed before this weekend.

All in all it was a pretty good day. Kiddo was very happy when we picked her up-she'd obviously had a lot of fun playing with Grandma at the park and was just about to collapse from exhaustion. I have to admit, I was pretty tired too.

One week down. Three more to go.

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Day 6 Attack of the cravings

Made it through breakfast and fought off the need for sourdough bread and tomato sandwich for lunch and made do with steak and cabbage but about mid-afternoon the want...THE NEED...for something sweet and filled (think chocolate covered cherries, those donuts with cream filling, lava cakes, you get the idea) had become almost overpowering. I was stomping through the house, snapping at everyone, sucking down water and telling myself that it's moronic, I do not NEED sweets, I do NOT.

Finally, after snarling at hubby for the third time in 10 minutes I got on the treadmill and did sprints for 30 minutes. Had weak, wobbly legs but at least I was back in control of the sugar cravings. Whipped up some more pan-fried steak and bacon-brussel sprouts for dinner and stayed out of the kitchen the rest of the day.

Not sure why the sudden cravings. After 6 days I was hoping to be past all this-but things are getting more stressful with the family trip coming up this weekend and hubby has another biz trip and is completely preoccupied with other things. If nothing else, this is showing what an emotional eater I am. *sigh*